when we started, there were so many things, small and simple, that i wished for, that i knew would be near impossible to come true

and then by many strokes of luck, one by one they began to be fulfilled, my simplest wishes

i was so thrilled each of those times, though i appeared as nonchalant as i could, so you’d never guess

i tried to hold on to those moments, tried to cherish those simple, yet complicated, times with silence

i wished i could document every detail we shared, only to realise they meant nothing to u

i remain grateful for all the hope i could hold and continue to grasp as much as i can

n i hope, tis is the answer to the question unasked.

no

matter

what.

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crap: the result of not being able to sleep when it’s 2.40am..