it was a half crazy half ren xing decision by two very grouchy and upset ppl

and i think we r on our way to fulfilling my dream??

of watching a proper mayday concert in xiao ju dan.

i guess i should be more excited but it hasn’t been a good day today

a day of wearing a smiling mask and keeping the tears back

fuck la. i hate being so false to even myself.

i’m such a stupid onion.

i m so sick of working. so sick of radio. i need to keep looking.

somewhere out there there should be something better for me

it was an OUCH tt caused tears so instantly i was shocked myself.