been a long time since i blogged properly i feel

can’t really write about things and so gave up writing

but i realise who cares, i’m leaving anyway

and yes i’m looking forward to it. so so much.

today j asked so m i really leaving. sweetheart left. emily left. neal and karen leaving. others contemplating, or want to but have not tendered.

my reply was more comical than i felt. yes i m definitely leaving

cos i’m sick of wat i’m doing everyday

the backlog tt constantly builds up makes me wanna puke

i dun see an end to anything and tt scares me

can’t even clear off properly cos there isn’t a freaking good time anytime

i hate all the pr stuff and all the procurement emails. reason for non-compliance? try being me and u’ll fucking see why.

and like i said, it’s not abt the ppl anymore. once i was clear abt what i am to u, tt’s it.

wat ning wrote on the jigsaw came true! ha

haii sian. if onli i can realli not come back from tw. if onli i can jus skip tmr and go straight to mon.

i tink it’s PMS.

o i wanted to blog abt the charity. heard tt djs complained y they had to do flag day and get cold faces frm the public. all i can say is.. then u go tink abt y u not popular lor. best part is, the actual time doing it is prob an hour max? ok la, give u 1.5hrs. out of the original 4 hrs. very jialat hor? aredi no need hold box wor.

n ppl curious y auntymary went down on friday. hello, neal, wy, jl went down as well. cos i fucking broke down on thursday and so they came to help and show support lor. cannot meh? they DID help and it meant a lot to me. not like ppl who either dun volunteer at all or volunteer with the mindset tt they gg to play n not realli do charity.

n i was disgusted by how some bosses either donate 10, 20 bucks or totally nv donate, when u have heartland aunties donating hundreds. even tis blind guy, he gave like 200? here’s the reason y the rich gets richer and the poor gets poorer lor.

n the qn everyone was asking. y all sales ppl who r helping ah? tsk. tsk.

it was a very successful event in terms of funds raised but it certainly showed all the disgusting sides of ppl. yuan lai, these r their real characters.